Haven't been here for too long, I've forgot what a crazy blogger I used to be.
(And I just realized how long I haven't written anything non-work in English...)

I'm amazed at how much I could write....

I need to look back on the past more... so that I would be reminded of how blessed I am.
Why being so dissatisfied?




Oh, by the way, applications are annoying...

One of the examinations of myself:

When I utter thoughts such as "ah, I'm so fat", that's a sign of me doing not-so-good. In some ways, for a sometimes (or, usually)-superficial girl like me, such exclamation could serve as the sum of all of my negative feelings.

Still, I don't like to admit I'm not doing well, or, it's rather that I don't dare to admit.

But oh well, God allows down time in life, and that's just another starting point for another peak.


So...

I'm fat. :P


好想出去走走

But I still can't help but constantly feeling fat...
While I still eat a lot...

"O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?"